Friday 06th June 2008
Hellooo. So I havent been sleeping properly for a couple of days now. Don't know why but there you go. I feel so low aswell. Maybe it's because I miss Mark? [My boyfriend] I dont' know.
He keeps wanting to see me, but I don't know if we should take a while away from each other. Or is that me just avoiding him? Hmm. I know things aren't the same anymore with him. I'm confused on what's happening. It's like I wanna be with him all the time when I'm with him, but when I'm not with him, I just don't wanna see him. Maybe because it hurts when one of us has to leave all the time. Oh well.
Why do I feel so low! Really doing my head in. It feels like things are going back to the way they we're before. I feel like crying most the time too. I don't know what's up with me. Maybe I need help? Or maybe I just need Mark to be here...
